I was waiting for the day until I completely utterly just got over this whole Matthew thing. I noticed I came to peace with this whole thing about a week and a half ago and it doesn’t even phase me. Really, just thank you lord. Because i was just trying to be patient and get over this hill to come to an understanding that you have better things in life planned for me. psalms 37:4 Take delight in the LORD,and he will give you the desires of your heart. So i am very thankful that the Lord knows what my heart desires. And He blessed me! As fast as God could put a blessing in your life, he can quickly take it away. Taking this one day at a time being each others accountability partner. I love Blessings :) Especially ones that you pray for 3yrs about. I’m. Just. Happy. I don’t want to take anything for granted. Lessons Learned. Thanks God, You know me so well. Joshua Aevanu, you Blessing!