So the other day I mentioned about patience. I’m not looking for anything. I’m not searching for anyone. I am waiting until God just throws someone in front of me I will be so God fearing and don’t even know how to handle the situation type thang haha. Although that sounds really weird..When people ask me who would you like to marry, what would be your ideal guy I wanna say I respond like this :

” Well yunnoe he should be Polynesian.. Samoan to be exact. *laughs*, Football player( on college scholarship would be GREAT!) *laughs*… Ooo yunnoe know me! Obviously well educated, someone who is older than me like 1 or 2 years maybe *laughs*, most of all.. someone who can teach me about God. Someone who can spiritually motivate me. Someone who will have God like conversations with me, who will be my accountability partner. Someone who is so consumed by Gods Love that when He speaks to me God is working in him. Someone who understands that regardless of my past and faults and how not perfect I am, still likes ME for ME. He can teach me and I can teach him. He will be there for me, I will be there for him. BUT God Willing. On Gods time.”

That is my ideal. Everyone tells me “Oh Justine what if God wants you to be with a Filipino” .. I’m like haha God knows and planned for me to be with a Polynesian. ( its a joke take it easy.. I will be blessed and thankful for any guy gives me) .. But God knows. God knew before I knew and I think he’s showing me. So I met this guy. But I swear he is everything I described.. the best part is.. HES A PASTORS KID! Hay! :) That’s like the Best. EVER! I have never cried because a guy is preaching about God and it sounds like the most beautiful thing I have ever listened to. On June 19, 2009 I accepted Jesus Christ as my Lord and Savior reciting the Sinners prayer. My Ex-Boyfriend Paolo who is like one of my greatest friends to this day, is one of the reasons why I got saved and from that day I always set my to have a Christian boyfriend. My past relationships were no where near that and I fallen short , my hearts been speaking and I know I want my heart to change. I always say this but I need to do this for me I never follow thru because its SO EASY for me to just go worldy. I was talking to this guy from 11pm-3am( we actually fell asleep on the phone together haha), greatest conversation I had in awhile about God. My heart was just so filled and consumed with the Lord that I can’t even describe. I just haven’t felt something like that in a very long time since I got saved. It was funny because I was talking about how I’m not perfect and he stops me to say.. say this prayer with me, repeat after me.. and It was the sinners prayer. It was like I accepted Jesus Christ all over and felt really GREAT about it. The fact that he said “ready to go to bed now? I’ll pray, bow your head and close your eyes” It was like a done deal.. I could not stop smiling. I woke up gracefully, prayed, did a devo and the best part.. I noticed I didn’t curse today. I usually don’t consider Damn or Hella a curse word. But it was pretty amazing. God works in so many great ways. I don’t know what God has planned for me and this guy. Maybe God is testing him and I. All I know is that I want this thing that is going on between us to be god fearing, god willing, all because God has this planned for not only me but us. I don’t want to rush anything, I just like having an accountability partner. Its such a beautiful thang! I hope I don’t screw things up with this because this is something that I’ve been praying about for 3yrs and for this guy to be everything I describe and always wanted is something so unreal to me I’m really fearing God, Im like totally SCARED. God has blessed me SO MUCH. And I am so sorry Lord that I failed you so many many times I am not perfect.. I’ve been kinda wanting to tell Kristine BUT, then again.. LOL.. she’ll be like OHH NOO.. Welps! When praises go up, blessings come down. “We can’t do it alone, the joy of the Lord is our Strength  so please God then our future will be prosperous :) ” — isn’t this guy just AMAZING? Geez, Breathe taking words. Until Next time, God Blessssss!

* no stumbling rocks?!