I just submitted my online application to Hawaii Pacific! Ugh, Im so excited. I hope I get in. I have one more semester at DVC then summer comes Im back in school at HPU if I get accepted. Hellllllooooooooo HAWAAAIIAN.. SUMMER TERM II. Everything has been going pretty well with my family lately. I guess it was too good to be true because I got in a huge fight with my mom yesterday. I blatantly told her she was.. kinda sorta a bad parent. But hey thats how I felt. I didnt mean it to be THAT intentional. Despite that Im finding peace with it. I cant be mommas little girl forever. I need to be alone and isolated. LOL I kinda feel alone already being single for 2months. But thats totally different. I like it in some ways. Its all about the companion thing. Not dog companion. Lol. You know. On Twitter I tweeted

 Relationship conversations remind me that patience is the key to find the one whose right for you, no rush. Just waiting.  _ Follow me! @Justinetine :)

Thats the right thing for me right now. I told Leng and Kristine that basically, thats not something that I really truly wanted. I mean It was great while it lasted but the motives I HAD just fell through. I told them some days I just really Miss Matt, but other days its kinda like.. I don’t need him. I need to fend for myself. Be more independent. Concentrate on school. I want someone who is more motivated in school rather than free time and activities that should be one of the last things on their mind. I need an opposite from myself cause Justine luhhh tah kick it. The biggest thing that I cry about the most is the fact that were STRANGERS again. We like don’t know each other. Its just sad. I never wanted it that way. But it ended that way. So much for you saying you’d understand my decisions. But anyways.. guess its the past now.. moving forward. I dont need any setbacks for to FSU. Thank you.